Sing Me A Lullaby

Pix fr 'the last day'

@ Munchie Monkeys at noon where we ordered 1 pasta, 1 pizza & 1 baked rice plusss 1 brownie! boy were we bloated! ... heh, our excuse was 'nvm la, our last day of school!' =b then later at around 7pm, xin was busy rushing her JS project. Kit was in another part of AS7 doing her 33-page report even though she had not slept for 30hours or so (i think). and me? i was trying to stardee then, but ended up blogging... hehe... oopss... xin & i giving dumb faces (as usual)

... and our last lecture in LT14 by our environmental ec lecturer, where we were ermm... nodding off and trying our best to be attentive. but after it was over, we were in high spirits!

the 2 of them have huge eyes but Kit didnt have enuf rest, and Xin was well, not paying attention. as for me, i've got small eyes anyway.. pfft..

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 12:16 AMY

Take Me AwaY

why couldn't i be that bit brighter? why couldn't my brain just absorb what i've studied so hard for? why couldn't my memory be that bit better? is it all going down? down... down... gosh, it sux to even think of it.. exams.. am i really taking it for the last time? how abt CFA, ACCA? compulsory tests that i need to pass, should i really be able to get into the finance industry.. am i really going to take those? jeez...

Fly me to the moon, to the stars that shine so bright. it's suffocating in here.. my thoughts keep churning in my brain.. the exams are killing me.. the paper strangles me.. my heart twists and pains me.. ARggHHhh.. SAVE ME.....

take me away.. from this sadness that now envelopes me.. from the confusion now that tears at me.. from the frustration that now gnaws at me..

take me away.. to some place where instead, joy encompasses me.. where love comforts me.. where warmth embraces me.. where sweetness cuddles up to me.. where liberation welcomes me with outstretched arms..

will all this come true on May 2nd? let's see.. maybe not.. there's still another climbing comp, where i pray and hope (with lotsa training too) that i won't throw my face (again), which is highly likely the case.. and then the job search begins.. and then, there's all the fuzzy-wuzzy feelings which seem both right and wrong.. and then, there's results.. does everything really 'work out on its own' as the usual saying goes?

man..... just save me anyway.....
don't cry yourself to sleep.....

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 12:30 AMY

Last DaY of SchoOL... ever?

*gaspsss...* last tutorial > last presentation > last project > last lecture.. *screams* no more school?! wow.. ok i admit, i don't really like school bcos of exams, but the learning process can be pretty interesting bcos of interesting ppl and lecturers (if there are).

the flexible timings of classes, depending on whether u wanna attend lectures and tutorials; the breaks in between classes when u can catch up w frenz, bitch about the latest trends and updates on ppl; personal time to catch up on work; nap in the comfort of my hall and have yummy supper with 30+ ppl who personally cooked for the block (2 yrs back); climb in the gym with the rest who wanna look at tiles and routes on the rock wall instead of looking at words and essays on paper; go to school after morning peak hour and reach home before evening peak hour starts; go shopping without the hassle of squeezing with people on weekends.. WoOhOo~ NOT! all this is now in the past.. UGH!

absolutely impossible, unbelievable. today shall perhaps be the last time i'll be sitting in AS7 of NUS' FASS comp lab typing something with the rest of the undergraduates who are now busy rushing to complete their projects. jeez.. LaSt DaY.. EvER!? sadness.. but HaPpiNEsS for all the new uni frenz i've made here and the wonderful new found passion of climbing with the zaniest and sweetest ppl i've ever known. other than receiving disappointing results (duh!), it has been a great journey these 3 years! of course, not forgetting the old frenz who are the dearest to me, though we weren't in the same school or same course, we're still constantly in contact and this MUST still continue even when we're working!

*MUACKZ*

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 5:23 PMY

CaLm before the StoRm

Good Friday was spent studying in sch w Nitz and Shoba.. but i took a looong lunch break cos i went to meet DD in town to shop for slippers and sunglasses. intro-ed him to my optician/optometrist in Suntec, whom my family has been a patron of for the past 5 yrs or so. expensive specs but lurve being their customer anyway. hehe... woohoo~ guess the price of the Oakleys they discounted us? ok, it's called whiskers (i think) and they've got the titanium one w polariod lens and another which is not. the former costs $560 and he offered us (or rather me, since i'm a regular =p) $460 and the latter costs $340 but he offered us $280!! good deal eh? considering that Oakley prices are controlled. ThaNk ME! hehe... but he's gonna consider first la, the cheaper one is more worth it but hardcore sports ppl shd take the former one for significant reasons. so peeps, if u want nice specs but abit of the high end ones, ask me! hah, i was thinking of gettin another pair of Oakleys cos i've used mine for 3 yrs! okok yes yes, the specs are working well and they still look nice but the frame's outer layer is coming off, like the black is now silver. hehe... guess after working then buy la hor? hee...

Saturday started out v early cos of a makeup tutorial in sch an 9am then followed by project meeting. then went to meet the climbing guys for lunch. thought it'd only be Feng cos supposed to buy liying's prez w him, but ended up there were a total of 6 guys! haha... but after lunch the guys split and closer to dinnertime, there was only Feng and i left. then we went to explore Central @ clarke quay. wow... that place is huge man but kinda messy in the mall... lotsa lotsa YumMy food man and the shopping looks great too! go check it out! hehe, but we ended up eating fish n chips across the road from the crowd, called Fisherman's Wharf. $6.50 only plus it's a nice place to chill considering we were there fr 8+ to 10+. haha... told him my complicated story abt the guys in my life... can be a drama!

ohoh! and SF finally booked the Taiwan trip! whee~! can't wait man... haha... tour plus extension of 2 days free n easy. sounds good! 20- 28 May. cant wait!!! oops... in the meantime, gotta focus on the upcoming exams and gotta get into the mood of mugging!

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 11:35 PMY

Happy Bday Long!

shoutout to my lil' bro who turns 19 today! poor boy first time celebrating his bday in NS camp this year... oops... and he's got guard duty on sat! in other words, long weekend burned... plus he can't celeb w his gf either... shuckz! but i've got word tt he's going to chao geng (is tt how u spell it?)! jeez, the days of NS... ain't u guys out there glad that that episode of your life is over? heh!

oh well, lil' bro is currently in SISPEC in SAFTI... heard tt there's a possibility that these ppl are able to jump over to OCS? lil' bro said there's minimal chance though... well, i hope he can! but he's always in the shadows, so i ain't sure if ppl will take notice of him... aiyoz... and all Kin's words went down the drain cos Long is so laid back... ugh! anyhow, GooDiE LuCk lil' bro!

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 11:57 PMY

Climbing

haha, yes yes, recently i've put up alot of climbing related posts. can't help it peeps, it's like the ultimate addiction, to me at least =] heh, oh well, was just watching dosage4 for the 2nd time and climbing peeps would know what this climbing video is abt. with a few of the bes

t climbers in the world coming together to try out routes and their attempts are oh-so-amazing!

the grace the style the power the strength the confidence the technique the determination the perseverence the endurance the amazement the awe the jubilance the satisfaction the contentment

man... it's so inspiring, looking at all these ppl do what they do the best and they love. it's so cool! yeah, oh well, i'm just like raving abt it ain't i? it's like they're holding on to the darndest holds: the minute crimps, the very-sloping slopers, the barely-there grooves, the micro cracks.

love the passion love the hype love the psyche love the madness love the agression love the tension love the commitment love the insanity love the sport!

Y Lulled to Sleep @ 2:48 PMY

ScaRed...

so many things to be scared of.. climbing studies guys future work etc etc. gosh.. it consumes my mind. it makes wonder where i'm going from now.. what i am doing.. where i stand.. lemme see, anticipation? nah, i dont feel that.. just a lot of hesitation.. a lot of doubts.. which leads to a lot of fears.. which then causese me to be skeptic.. ugh! how do i conquer all these? cos all these fears are justified and not just some random thoughts. perhaps it's to correct my mentality.. not easy.. not easy at all..