Sing Me A Lullaby

Feeling Bad

sheesh.. dunno how i got a high fever this morn. when it subsides, i'm quite sure i'll recover in time to return to work tmr, but then it rises again and all i can or should do, is sleep. not that i'm complaining since today must have been the day for which i've slept the most in my life cos i dun really like sleeping the day away. kinda like a waste of time but i've no choice i guess. feeling better, but still weak n my voice is still bad.

doc's giving me another 2 days MC.. Jin's on leave tmr so my team will short of 2 ppl and i think Sand is swamped with a whole lot of stuff hearing from Zo. ugh.. feel bad.. kept saying sorry to her and wish i could lighten her work load, so hope i'll recover soon to help out my team!

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perhaps sometimes i just dunno what i want or maybe it's cos of being afraid to attempt again. it's not easy walking away from a wreck unscathed or having that much stupidity to run into fire to save something that wasn't really of much value. but yet hiding is not the way to go. in the different directions that i can choose, of course i'd choose to move forward. is this the leap of faith? or perhaps the inertia to remain stationary that i'm not moving at all? i can't tell. at least for now..