I Don't Gettit...Lovewhat's it all about? who is the right one? is there any one?
love found.. then lost
pieced together.. then broken.. then healed
little giggles.. then tears.. then smiles
plans and promises created.. then broken and shattered
too jaded, too skeptical
i dunno what to believe anymore
Peoplewho are they, really? all an act or a true portrayal? ignoring the minority, most i know are really sweet sweet ppl!
the nasty.. and the nice
the scheming.. and the sincere
the arrogant.. and the humble
the one who takes things for granted.. the other who treasures every small detail
the one who spreads but doesnt reflect.. the other who keeps trying but is unappreciated
the one whom i havent seen in ages but still click really well.. the one whom i'm in contact often and still talk like we havent seen each other in ages
the ones who hides in corner but i know they're there.. the ones who are around and never leave
Bodywhen will it ever be perfect or even satisfactory? what goes on internally?
fat thighs, big arms, bad skin
round tummy, small eyes
endurance.. physical, mental and emotional strength
organs' functionality.. internal complications
fighting.. healing..
injecting.. pumping.. downing pills..
it's so scary i just cant imagine
recently been thinking alot. then when it comes to blogging, nothing comes out. so weird.. so many things i wanna say then i realise tt there'd be some who'd judge me. don't give a damn rite? i'm too self-conscious abt myself at times tho i'd tell my frenz to be confident abt themselves and don't give a hoot abt what others think. ugh.. saying and doing are 2 different things. but there goes.. i dunno how to phrase words properly anymore unless i'm chatting w close frenz. they rock!
