Reflectionsrecently have been replaying Luther Vandross' "Dance With My Father Again". this song totally awashes me with a sense of calmness. it's a sad song yet filled with warmth.
my inner emotions have been at peace, reflecting expressions of joy. there are no outbursts, no temperamental weather, no chaos within.. the presence of serenity is strong, and i'm loving this feeling. seems so long since i last felt so at peace with myself.. then i realise that the confusion, which has since dissipated, was uncalled for.
though change is most often than not constant, some things just don't change. hoping and knowing work in opposite directions. don't hope when you know the obvious won't occur. the ambiguous, however, is worth praying for.
a relationship is not built on how long you know each other, time does not matter. chemistry is everything. and in that, incorporates everything tt you need for a long lasting r/s. how one party can just simply discard their original partner for another is just simply incredulous. hearing this from frenz in my different groups just shows how common this is, sadly. is love really just a game? or is it really tt the other is 'the one'? sometimes, just don't bother finding out the answer.
to my dear friend, pls really get a grip on yourself. tt person just ain't worth it. if you don't try to let go, you will remain stationary as you are. inertia will just cause you more pain, more tears. no one is able to help you. you are your best bet, best choice, best weapon. use it and take charge. if you need us, we'll all be here.
