Wow.. everytime i finish watching an episode of Grey's, my mood just becomes very sombre.. my mind just suddenly becomes filled with activity, and at the same time, filled with emptiness.. it's all a very confusing complicated thing that i feel, but Grey's just has this way of making me feel so..

U know, i've got it. the string that twirls, it tightens. constricted passage way. breathless gasps. fading shadows. it's me. i need time for myself. yet i don't want it. i want constant activity, take in the vibrance, to feel life. i used to hear San say that "u never know when you're gonna die" (damn, i miss hanging out with the climbers) in the joking yet serious tone of hers. not a min should be spared.

my frenz are a crazy bunch. diversified groups. just love hanging out, chilling with them. sitting down with my bestie in the midst of nowhere and just talk. soak in the breeze and each other's company. it rocks totally. period.

dinner @ Bakerzinn with Dearie Xin

the time you have is endless, when you deem it to be. there's a time for anything and everything, if you want it to happen, it will. time flies, but who gives a damn, as long as it's time well spent? then you question again. how much is enough? when is it enough? will it ever be enough?

sure, i may work long hours at times, but it's not a chore. i'm good for now, and hopefully in the long term i will still be. RH, dont chuckle to yourself and think i'm silly ok?! and don't come and suan me lo *glares through squinted eyes* =] the road gets bumpy at times, but i wanna do what i can, to the best of my ability.

i wanna live the life i wanna have. i wanna have the freedom to think, to choose what i believe and not get easily influenced. it may be true, but for everything, there's give and take.

don't be too selfish to forget giving, but don't be too greedy to keep taking..