Blessed w a Bestie..what would i do without her? she rushed over. offered me hugs. lent me a listening ear. gave me tissues. granted me her shoulder to lean on. a blessing indeed..
i'm cracked.. the shadow vanishing.. it's haunting.. totally imcomprehensive.. unreasonable.. unbelievable.. without a trace..
and to add salt to the wound, class 95 just had to choose tt precise moment to play Savage Garden's truly madly deeply..
I must grow.. in so many ways.. but really, enough. big girls dont cry..
"Big Girls Don't Cry"
Fergie
.
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
.
[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls
don't cry
don't cry
don't cry
.
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
.
[CHORUS]
.
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
.
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
