Take Me AwaYwhy couldn't i be that bit brighter? why couldn't my brain just absorb what i've studied so hard for? why couldn't my memory be that bit better? is it all going down? down... down... gosh, it sux to even think of it.. exams.. am i really taking it for the last time? how abt CFA, ACCA? compulsory tests that i need to pass, should i really be able to get into the finance industry.. am i really going to take those? jeez...
Fly me to the moon, to the stars that shine so bright. it's suffocating in here.. my thoughts keep churning in my brain.. the exams are killing me.. the paper strangles me.. my heart twists and pains me.. ARggHHhh.. SAVE ME.....
take me away.. from this sadness that now envelopes me.. from the confusion now that tears at me.. from the frustration that now gnaws at me..
take me away.. to some place where instead, joy encompasses me.. where love comforts me.. where warmth embraces me.. where sweetness cuddles up to me.. where liberation welcomes me with outstretched arms..
will all this come true on May 2nd? let's see.. maybe not.. there's still another climbing comp, where i pray and hope (with lotsa training too) that i won't throw my face (again), which is highly likely the case.. and then the job search begins.. and then, there's all the fuzzy-wuzzy feelings which seem both right and wrong.. and then, there's results.. does everything really 'work out on its own' as the usual saying goes?
man..... just save me anyway.....
don't cry yourself to sleep.....
