Things could be BetterStudies... are killing me. i've got soooo much to catch up on, and so much left to understand and digest. it's just soo hard. nothing as straightforward, nothing as simplistic in comparison to.. ermmm.. econs was never easy in the first place.. pfft!
Climbing... is causing me much distress due to my stoopid middle fingers which hurt even while doing daily activities like cutting my nails and putting my hands in the jeans pockets.. ugh! how bad is that? i don't know.. i wanna climb badly.. looking at the walls/ the routes/ the people, just makes it O so TorTurous not for me to get up on the wall and climb.. sheesh! God please heal my fingers so that i can climb peacefully, confidently and efficiently.
Feelings... are making me troubled. (don't worry peeps, it's not about j-guy anymore cos he's outta the pic already.) i don't know what to think, i don't know what i should do, i don't know what i cannot do.however, on the contrary, i know how i feel.. he who makes my heart beat faster, he who makes me smile, he who makes me lose track of time. i'm afraid, yes, but i'm walking against the wind nonetheless.. for now..
damn... i need to get my life back on track!
