The Month of DeceMberthe end of the year yet the start of the month. the time for reflections the time for after-thoughts the time for pondering the time for decision making the time for determination the time for making-your-life-turn-the-right-way-up the time for let's-put-the-past-behind.
essentially, it's the time for one to think about what could have been done better this past year. as always, life is unpredictable and to quote forrest gump (the phrase tt was used v widely in the past)
"Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get." from joys to sorrows and vice versa, from hope to despair and vice versa, from anticipation to desperation and vice versa, from amazement to disgust and vice versa. of course, what i'm emphasizing on is from the positive to the negative aspects of life, which also implies bad news. but bad news before good news, makes you more ready to face the storm don't you think? (personally, bad news comes before good news is the choice preferred when any information is related to me. but no, if u're wondering if i've had a bad year, tt's not the case. ups and downs are the usual, but all the same, it has been a fulfilling year for me. )
things which u were planning to happen for a long time, failed to take place; while situations which u never expected to even visualise, occured. feelings, emotions up in turmoil somehow seemed to have calmed down. the last of the autumn leaves have settled, and is now awaiting the onslaught of winter. the winter may seem dreary but has hidden treasures nevertheless. the spring thereafter is the burst of light and hope that one envisages. but still, the month of december first before the first month of the new year begins.
a new beginning perhaps? or a new life? the difference? the former is the same you, but different chapters. the latter is a different you and thus, different chapters. how about a new try? or a renewed persistence? the former is a different you but same chapters and the latter is the same you and thus same chapters. how your introduction of your story begins in 2007, is ultimately planned by your conscious, or pehaps more likely, your sub-conscious mind...
