RunAwayhow nice it'd be if one could just run away to a faraway place, even if it's just for awhile, to find the peace he/she needs. quiet ; serene ; tranquil ; calm ; soothing ; relaxed ; forgotten ; enveloped by the silence. such a place could only exist when you're asleep and dreaming.
with such hectic schedules in school, the never-ending streams of projects, assignments, tutorials and now, the coming exams, it can only be a wonder when our thoughts can be at ease. even after putting in a whole lot of effort in completing the work, the results aren't what u expect them to be. disappointment, regret and sadness seeps in and sometimes, consumes one's mind so much so that, u feel like running away. running away from this rat-race environment, running away from the stress, running away from the expectations... running away from it all...
'you reap what you sow' aint tt always what parents say? sadly, sometimes or perhaps even most of the times, it won't be the case. by putting in so much heart and soul, and effort into something/someone, it goes unappreciated (or at least u think so). does one keep pushing and trying till results are seen, or lets everything go to waste? guess it depends on whether you've got that dogged persistence and determination to push full force out of your comfort zone and venture into the dangerous darkness. it's not easy, definitely. but sometimes, i just wish i could be enveloped by the darkness to sort out my feelings and thoughts, and then burst through, into the light which welcomes me.