UpsiDe DowNare things as complicated as i think them to be? if we are frenz, why am i scared tt i'm disturbing them? or tt i shouldnt be the one to talk to them first? ok, u see. i dun like not being frenz with anyone, just tt i'm scared tt other ppl might be unhappy, say their gfs... ooh... touchy... cos i know how it feels... but the thing is, we're REALI just frenz, but being an ex just turns everything upside down doesnt it? (no matter how innocent the friendship might be)
though comfy w each other, at times, the feeling is just wrong. sometimes, the other party becomes less sensitive to how u feel since i've become like the 'brudder' buddy ... ugh! or tt, maybe we weren't destined to meet in reality again, but to just be virtual penpals... *ruffles hair*
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