SurviVing the WaiTas time ticks by, things nv come to a standstill. yet as millions around the world hope that time will come to a halt, simultaneously, millions are hoping tt time will spin faster. my cute lil tuition kid was just telling me today of being a scientist so tt he'd be able to invent a time-machine. think the world would be pretty chaotic by then!
personally, i'd prefer time to spin faster at this point in time, the most obvious reason of course is cos JJ is overseas. sure, time passes pretty quickly for me since i'm a busy person ( as u guys always say to comfort me ;D) but there are still times when a simple hug would help to improve my mood or lift the stress off for just a while. enduring the wait is tough. more so for me than him since he's not really waiting cos it's like a holiday resort over there w lotsa dinners and parties (there's studying too, but less serious). i miss him when i dont get to talk to him, hell, i'd even wait the whole day for him to see if he comes online. waiting is torturous. no qualms about tt.
waiting for the bus, waiting for frenz to arrive, waiting for the lecture to start, waiting for the meeting to start... dont u just wish it'd all just take place at tt instance? unless of course u're laidback and dun really bother if ppl are late. how about waiting for the right time to say? since R and i started talking, he's been telling me alot of what he wanted to say in the past but never got a chance to. 4 yrs of keeping it to himself. the thing about guys is that they try to make things happen, but at times, it doesnt turn out the right way. indeed, he waited for the right time to explain himself and clear things up since i aint holding anything against him. well, i guess it's good to know about the past, though yeah, it's already in the past. but heck, we're cool with each other.
abt coolness.. was talking to Gg just now. we came to a consensus tt anything we talk about are purely just based on us being close frenz so we wouldnt be taken the wrong way. another cool thing i realised was tt he said his gf is super cool abt me as i am super cool abt her. n yeah, she's become my friend. (hmm... issit cos i'm foolish? or tt i dun wanna ji4 chou2? )weird, but amazing. and we get along just fine. talk about waiting and talk about time. she's all that man, but only to Gg. the strongest-headed girl i've ever met.
abt waiting.. i'm waiting for the right mood to sleep.. for the right mood to do work.. but jeez.. yeah.. i'm still waiting. JJ said he'd email me before he'd leave for Amsterdam to go touring but he didnt! hmmphf...
