this song keeps playing in my mind.. reminds me of how things are, how they seem to have gone "full circle" in Cher's words.. interesting huh? (ain't the pic apt? love it!) never thought of it, never expecting it, never would have believed it. things happen due to circumstances, they happen for a reason, but things continue because people want it to, they don't just continue because that's the way things are.
"...who are you, really?
...........what have u been doing?
..................who are your friends?
..........................who were u with before?
.................................what was your life like?
.........................................how much have u changed?
...................................................how similar are you still?"
are these relevant? does the past still matter? i wish it didn't but somehow, everyone tends to be reminded of the past bcos those were the memories, regardless of them being happy or sad ones. which one leaves a deeper impression depends on what u choose it to be, what u want to remember, either to store it away or keep it close to your heart.
a run does u good. after letting my thoughts run wild and thinking too much, i had to embrace nature. running to ECP is relaxing with others exercising around u. anyway, this was the place it started and all we needed was just 1 day to find back what had eluded us since way back then.
new but old > different but familiar > refreshing but complementary
returning to the same place but alone this time, i tried to sort out my thoughts, but as usual, nothing conclusive came out of it. ultimately, my heart reigns. sometimes i'm confused, but more often than not, i'm happy. am i deluding myself? i don't think so, and i hope not.
"just believe in me"
guess i'll still be waiting.. wait for who? what? where? just live in the moment, at the moment.